"The tendency to aggression is an innate, independent, instinctual
disposition in man... it constitutes the powerful obstacle to culture"
Sigmund Freud

Freud went on to understand our basic urges better than we understand ourselves. He said something that strikes me... that we all have a need for aggression...if we need to live with satisfaction we have to unleash all the Id out of ourselves and that the society castigates you if do the same. Being civilised comes at the cost of being repressive towards Id- the pleasures you would have had, had you done something completely out of free will. But the extreme immorality of my thoughts stops you.
I have an innate urge to fight, to maul someone evil to a blood-bag. But the shear thought of disparagement and evil eyes of the people around you restricts my thought. It provokes me.But secretly I would love to see the bloody face I would make of his. The sheer thought, smell or sight sends a tingling feeling rippling throughout me. I think of something like a day society gives to let out your Id and do anything you like , no questions asked. Wouldn't you love that day?
Just think how good it would feel when you go that stupid teacher and tell him how fucking bad he teaches. It would be a bloody good day for me.